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A LETTER TO MY YOUNGER SELF

Dear independant gorgeous girl,

   And i use the word independent because i know that's the word you would never use for yourself. when i look into your eyes and i see the light and hope of myself.




In this photo you just turned 20.you just got the first event of your life.you look calm,you look happy but i know how scared you are .if i could say anything to you it would be relax,its gonna be okay girl.you are proud of yourself for getting this opportunity but also uncertain ,uncertain that you will be manage to convince your parents about this dream thing.they dint agree even so you did what you had to do.


 one of your biggest concern then is your relationship,yes ,you are dating someone and you have your friends as you get this opportunity you brought them to your stage thinking they will be impressed and proud,but they look less than impressed,the truth is they are intimidated,you don’t know this.you see yourself only through their eyes.A LESSON YOU WILL HAVE TO LEARN AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN to see yourself with your own eyes.and to love yourself,and to your own heart.

you spoke for too many years and days trying to please other people what they what wanted you to be.i understand how and why that happened now.

you will have to learn that the wounds of your past,no support,getting ripped as a young girl from people who said they loved you because you stepped out that place and not even allowed yourself to cry or show, that damaged your self esteem if only now you knew how much. yet through it all you managed to believe in god and more importantly 'god believes in you,that my dear would be the single greatest gift knowing, there is a power greater than you and  trusting that it will guide you always.knowing that there is a high calling is what will sustain and fulfill you.


from where i sit now ,during your journey there really are a very few regrets and that means a life well lived.even then you understood success is a process that moves with the flow of life not against it.
you made me feel proud Anveshi.
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